pernah tak korang rasa,
hati korang sakit sangat samapi korang xboleh bercakap.
samapi korang rasa atas badan korang ada benda yang menghempap.
sampai korang rasa, nak je mulut lancar minta nyawa korang ditarik sebab tak tertanggung rasanya menahan beban.
argh!
hati kacau,
jiwa meracau
minda kelam kabut
sakitnya...
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
MAS OH MAS
Nama itu….
Muncul? Untuk apa? Kenapa?
Nama itu?
Sakitnya aku rasa…
Perlukah aku memberontak untuk menidakkannya?
Bisakah aku bersuara?
Nama itu…
Jangan diingatkan lagi kenangan lama
Kerana mengundang air mata
Yang tiada kepala paipnya
Untuk dihalang dari melimpah dari lbuuk hati seorang wanita
Kerana sebuah nama…
M.A.S
Perlukah aku bercerita?
Untuk apa?
Muncul? Untuk apa? Kenapa?
Nama itu?
Sakitnya aku rasa…
Perlukah aku memberontak untuk menidakkannya?
Bisakah aku bersuara?
Nama itu…
Jangan diingatkan lagi kenangan lama
Kerana mengundang air mata
Yang tiada kepala paipnya
Untuk dihalang dari melimpah dari lbuuk hati seorang wanita
Kerana sebuah nama…
M.A.S
Perlukah aku bercerita?
Untuk apa?
tidur yang terganggu
Hari ini, sibuk sungguh menqada tidur. Tengah sedap-sedap tidur, tiba-tiba ada orang jepun bersuara tepi aku.
Arimasen denwa apa benda entah…(message tonelah…hehehe)
Dengan mata mamai separuh terbuka dengan tak pakai spec, aku baca message.
Dalam hati ada rasa membuak-buak. (kalau kawan message Tanya buat apa je neyh, harus aku xbalas. Lagi maw Tanya pukul 2.15petang aku buat apa, haruslah itukan waktu tidur? ? ?)
Sekali baru tekan butang je aku Nampak satu perkataan.
BERDESUP DARAH AKU BERLUMBA-LUMBA MASUK KE MEDULA OBLONGATA. (kesannya, lepas asar, aku sakit kepala treus tidur membawa ke buka…)
Message yang entah, aku snediri tidak pasti untuk meletakkan dalam kategori apa.
Terkejut badak? SANGAT!
Hati terkoyak? … mungkinkah?
Tapi sampai sekarang aku tak balas message berkenaan.
Sebab aku tenagh fikir “untuk apa manusia yang menghantar message tersebt hantar message tersebut kepada aku? ? ?
Bukan ke dia tahu aku alergik dengan nama itu?
Perlu ke aku jawab message itu?
Perlu ke dia memberitahu aku?
Entahlah aku buntu…
Arimasen denwa apa benda entah…(message tonelah…hehehe)
Dengan mata mamai separuh terbuka dengan tak pakai spec, aku baca message.
Dalam hati ada rasa membuak-buak. (kalau kawan message Tanya buat apa je neyh, harus aku xbalas. Lagi maw Tanya pukul 2.15petang aku buat apa, haruslah itukan waktu tidur? ? ?)
Sekali baru tekan butang je aku Nampak satu perkataan.
BERDESUP DARAH AKU BERLUMBA-LUMBA MASUK KE MEDULA OBLONGATA. (kesannya, lepas asar, aku sakit kepala treus tidur membawa ke buka…)
Message yang entah, aku snediri tidak pasti untuk meletakkan dalam kategori apa.
Terkejut badak? SANGAT!
Hati terkoyak? … mungkinkah?
Tapi sampai sekarang aku tak balas message berkenaan.
Sebab aku tenagh fikir “untuk apa manusia yang menghantar message tersebt hantar message tersebut kepada aku? ? ?
Bukan ke dia tahu aku alergik dengan nama itu?
Perlu ke aku jawab message itu?
Perlu ke dia memberitahu aku?
Entahlah aku buntu…
Thursday, August 27, 2009
layan jiwa di petang hari
Pandang melirik luar jendela
Terpegun lihat unggas berkicau
Riang menari pohon melambai
Angin bertiup sepoi bahasa
Nyaman terasa mengusik kalbu
Kenangan lalu menghambat jiwa
Kerinduan kini menggoda rasa
Terukir senyuman beralun rindu
Tergambar bayang sukar dipadam
Cinta terpahat tak bisa bicara
Mengintai rentak irama lagu
Berdodoi riang melayan melodi
Terpahat impian dikalut resah
Mengurai rindu melayan gundah
Mungkinkah mimpi akan terlerai?
bila resah
Aku biarkan pena menulis
meluahkan isi hati
yang lama sudah
terpendam di jiwa.
Aku biarkan lembaran berbicara
menghuraikan segala maksud hati
agar hilang segala
keresahan di jiwa.
Monday, August 24, 2009
utk manusia pembawa bencana
I've tried so hard to explain
by my actions that he's like a brother.
But his feelings are so plain
as he acts as if my lover.
I've tried to help him understand,
but he refuses to believe
that I'm not in love and can't take his hand.
So one day, I'll leave.
I'll miss my friend immensely
and wish he could've understood.
I hope he'll forget quickly
sooner and faster than I would.
Goodbye my best friend,
I'll love till the end.
sakitnya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
soalan kehidupan @_@
hurm...
almost 5 years hidup xada up side down @ head over heals.
tiba-tiba angin tsunami taufan lanina dan semua bencana alam datang T.T
kenapa ek?
1) masa kita zaman sekolah orang selalu tanya "dapat result mcm mn?"
2) zaman sekolah menangah orang akan tanya "masuk asrama mana?"
3) zaman univeristy orang akan tanya "dah ada kawan ke?"
4) and bila umur masuk 20+ akan adalah soalan cepu cemas terlebih "bila lagi?"
T.T
hidup xpernah dapat lari dari soalan-soalankan?
kadang-kadang rasa macam nak bawa manila kad pergi mana-mana je lekat kat baju huhu.
sebab balik-balik soalan yang sama.
zaman sekolah dah lama kena tinggal.
jauh ke belakang
sekarang zaman yang ketiga dan keempat
bencana bencana
sebab itulah telinga mcm pekak kena sumbat dengan earphone.
soalan yang xada jawapan
orang selalu cakap ikut sedap maggi dia je
1) memilih sangat
2) bljr tggi-tggi lelaki mana nak dekat T.T
3) demand tggi sgt kowt (family background punya case)
4) blablabla
sesuka hati jekan?
orang memanglah xtahu
kadang-kadang tahap sibuk sampai sikat rambut pown x
ada masa sibuk sampai hp entah kat mana xth letak
mak ayah pggl pown buat pekak
T.T
xapa...mulut orang diam jelahkan
apo nak dikato...
bising-bising pown xguno
tiba-tiba...lately aku macam dpt jwpn kepada soalan no 3!!!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
tapi mslhnya milik org.................................(cerita yang pnjg)
aku gila ke atau aku biol?
tolong lempang aku sec jemaah
tapi aku rs x kut...
xkan semudah itew kan?
nope nope.
kuch nehi meha matlab.
betullah head over heals.
avoid sakit jiwa
xavoid sakit mental
T.T
so kesimpulannya aku xdpt jugaklah jwpn pada soalan ke 3 tersebut.
aku rasa aku rela xada jwpn dari jwpn aku memusnahkan alam dengan perang dunia ke 8
Ya Allah berikan aku kekuatan....
almost 5 years hidup xada up side down @ head over heals.
tiba-tiba angin tsunami taufan lanina dan semua bencana alam datang T.T
kenapa ek?
1) masa kita zaman sekolah orang selalu tanya "dapat result mcm mn?"
2) zaman sekolah menangah orang akan tanya "masuk asrama mana?"
3) zaman univeristy orang akan tanya "dah ada kawan ke?"
4) and bila umur masuk 20+ akan adalah soalan cepu cemas terlebih "bila lagi?"
T.T
hidup xpernah dapat lari dari soalan-soalankan?
kadang-kadang rasa macam nak bawa manila kad pergi mana-mana je lekat kat baju huhu.
sebab balik-balik soalan yang sama.
zaman sekolah dah lama kena tinggal.
jauh ke belakang
sekarang zaman yang ketiga dan keempat
bencana bencana
sebab itulah telinga mcm pekak kena sumbat dengan earphone.
soalan yang xada jawapan
orang selalu cakap ikut sedap maggi dia je
1) memilih sangat
2) bljr tggi-tggi lelaki mana nak dekat T.T
3) demand tggi sgt kowt (family background punya case)
4) blablabla
sesuka hati jekan?
orang memanglah xtahu
kadang-kadang tahap sibuk sampai sikat rambut pown x
ada masa sibuk sampai hp entah kat mana xth letak
mak ayah pggl pown buat pekak
T.T
xapa...mulut orang diam jelahkan
apo nak dikato...
bising-bising pown xguno
tiba-tiba...lately aku macam dpt jwpn kepada soalan no 3!!!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
tapi mslhnya milik org.................................(cerita yang pnjg)
aku gila ke atau aku biol?
tolong lempang aku sec jemaah
tapi aku rs x kut...
xkan semudah itew kan?
nope nope.
kuch nehi meha matlab.
betullah head over heals.
avoid sakit jiwa
xavoid sakit mental
T.T
so kesimpulannya aku xdpt jugaklah jwpn pada soalan ke 3 tersebut.
aku rasa aku rela xada jwpn dari jwpn aku memusnahkan alam dengan perang dunia ke 8
Ya Allah berikan aku kekuatan....
I once heard a story straight from the heart
About a girl and how her world began to fall apart
It all started when she met the boy that made her life complete
Just thinking of him made her heart skip a beat
They were the couple everyone wanted to be
There were no imperfections as either one could see
As the weeks passed they fell more in love and were less aware
Of how often life turns out to be unfair
Until one day she finally gave in
She realized there was no way she could win
She said I'm sorry but i have to let you go
As he reached for her hand she pulled away whispering no
When she turned around a tear slid down her cheek
He just stood there speechless, forgetting how to speak
The next few days were the hardest at home
She truly felt she was all alone
Her mom pushed in her face how she had won
Her dad said "i knew he was just another one"
Her sister said "come on you'll be ok"
And her brother just tried to stay away
At school it was like her friends weren't even there
None of them seemed to really care
Her life had no more color, just black and white
Even getting out of bed turned into a fight
Despite their tries things just weren't like before
Then he decided "i don't wanna try anymore"
At that she tried to cut him out
But the more she ignored him the more her feelings began to shout
When she saw him that day she could no longer just walk by
And before she knew it her mouth opened up and out came "hi"
He looked up and said "so now we're talking?"
She just smiled and join his walking
Everyday they talked a little more
And everyday she began to like him a little less then before
As the months passed by she became more and more aware
About how its ok life's unfair
Because eventually everything becomes your past
But your memories will always last
And with that i hope you see
Not all love is meant to be
But hold on and don't give in
Stand tall, hold up your chin
And believe me when i say
The right one will come one day
He'll open your eyes to things you couldn't ever see
I know this because..this is a story all about me...
About a girl and how her world began to fall apart
It all started when she met the boy that made her life complete
Just thinking of him made her heart skip a beat
They were the couple everyone wanted to be
There were no imperfections as either one could see
As the weeks passed they fell more in love and were less aware
Of how often life turns out to be unfair
Until one day she finally gave in
She realized there was no way she could win
She said I'm sorry but i have to let you go
As he reached for her hand she pulled away whispering no
When she turned around a tear slid down her cheek
He just stood there speechless, forgetting how to speak
The next few days were the hardest at home
She truly felt she was all alone
Her mom pushed in her face how she had won
Her dad said "i knew he was just another one"
Her sister said "come on you'll be ok"
And her brother just tried to stay away
At school it was like her friends weren't even there
None of them seemed to really care
Her life had no more color, just black and white
Even getting out of bed turned into a fight
Despite their tries things just weren't like before
Then he decided "i don't wanna try anymore"
At that she tried to cut him out
But the more she ignored him the more her feelings began to shout
When she saw him that day she could no longer just walk by
And before she knew it her mouth opened up and out came "hi"
He looked up and said "so now we're talking?"
She just smiled and join his walking
Everyday they talked a little more
And everyday she began to like him a little less then before
As the months passed by she became more and more aware
About how its ok life's unfair
Because eventually everything becomes your past
But your memories will always last
And with that i hope you see
Not all love is meant to be
But hold on and don't give in
Stand tall, hold up your chin
And believe me when i say
The right one will come one day
He'll open your eyes to things you couldn't ever see
I know this because..this is a story all about me...
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